babytears

2009-09-29T15:34:00.002+08:00

it's hurts..
i really dunno wat else i can do..
all i wan is tis relationship..
der's no wae for us le ma?
i admitted i'm in e wrg..
i accepted i'm in e wrg..
i accept for who u r..
we really cant go back le ma?
we really finished le ma?
laogong..
i really love u..
can u give mi a chance to mend everything up?

2009-09-06T11:19:00.003+08:00

everything is like wtf la..
i doesn't wan anything from u le..
neither responsibilities nor ur love..
everything was sooo fk up..
u tink my side requesting a lot..
fk u..
my side is alr reducing to the min..
den as for u der still minusing e 1 i wan..
is it fair?
tat's e oni thing i wan..
n u sae wat i wan u will gif it to mi..
den now wat?
sae 1 ting to mi n sae another ting to HER!!
KNN CB LA...
for now..
i noe wat i really wan..
i doesn't wan anything from u any more..
enuff...

2009-08-27T20:39:00.002+08:00

such a long time nv meet up wif jenny..
met her todae..
we had LJS for lunch n told her my story..
even i had told her le..
i was still wondering how to break the news to the others..
haix..
den we went to sing k!!
hahas!!!
e weather is damn cold la..
keep raining n pouring tis few daes..
but it's nice to slp..
hahas...
hmmmm.....
blogging like very sian to mi le..
dunno y...
zzzz
haiz..
i really cant wait to have e ring!!!
T.T

2009-08-23T21:15:00.002+08:00

i noe a lot of stress is putting on you..
but do u noe i got my own stress from my family as well?
things alr walk till tis situation..
wat else can we do?
compromise each other?
but can we do it?
i dun tink so..
is so hard..
ur temper n my temper..
both tgt is totally in the hell..

but we getting marry soon..
i hope we really can start a new life being tgt..
dun wish to go back to the past..
i believe tt u oso..
dun wish to go back to the past as der were too much pain..
too much pain to suffer..
haix..

everything was like so pack tgt..
n u like still nv do anything..
like still so relax..
i dunno le..
in a total lost..

2009-08-18T20:17:00.000+08:00

wow....a lot of things had happen..
n in a short time a new life is waiting for mi ahead..
am i ready to commit?
i dunno...
i hope i can do it...

2009-08-03T16:38:00.002+08:00

sometimes i do wan tis..
go to slp n hope next dae i wun wake up.
in my life,
i find tt i'm nth to everyone..
frens? relationship? family?
frens gathering didn't even tel mi..
sae lost my contact number..
cant ask other to msg mi or wat?
tis type of fren is fren?
relationship?
i dunno..
same thing happen again n again..
i dun understand u..
u r such a complicated guy wif so many things outside..
to a small gal, childish gal like mi can i understand?
i dunno...
family?
being e eldest in e family..
so wat??
a little ting can all blame onto my head when i did not even do anything wrg..
my life is like shit..
how i wish i slp tonitex n i wun wake up tml..
everytthing will come to an end..

2009-07-29T00:58:00.004+08:00

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

2009-07-28T19:07:00.001+08:00

loving someone is tired..
loving someone is very hurting..
i'm tired..
i'm crazy..
everything was a dream..

2009-07-19T00:10:00.003+08:00

haix...i dunno wat's wrg wif us...
we almost break..
but some how we savaged the rs..
quarrels n quarrels for weeks..
haix...
dun wanna sae much le...

**************************************

wellwell...
todae was terence's wedding..
he invited mi n laogong...
den we started to prepare at 6.30pm..
cos we meeting up wif wendy n her fren to share cab down...
while preparing half wae,
i recieved a msg tt her fren prepared ok le..
OMG..gotta rushed a bit..cos meeting at 7.15pm..
all ur fault la laogong...=x

before heading to meet wendy n her fren...

while inside the cab,
we talked a lot..
cos i didn't meet up wif her such a long time..
hahas...
unexpectedly,
we were jammed at the road near orchard area...
was like zzzz la...
cab meter keep jumping...wth...
haix...
den finally...
we reached n meet up wif sin yee n her fren...
hahas...
before the dinner start we took a grp pic...

some1 was missing..cos she took tis pic for us..thx wendy's fren alcinia...

sin yee's fren, sin yee n mi...thx laogong...muacks...

finally the wedding started at 8.30pm...
wow...the wedding dress the bride wearing was damn nice la...
hahas...
talk n talk non stop again..hahas...
let's pic do e talk...

the groom look like tis b4...

n tadah...tis is todae de him...wahahahaha....

cabbed home again..
cos wear until so nice n frens wearing heels...
last pic b4 everyone was home...

the light was bright...OMG!!!

2009-07-10T23:04:00.002+08:00

laogong got his lights out todae...
but actually he was supposed to book out till sundae...
but he got guard duty tml..
i heard le was like totally sianed 1/2..
cos we supposed to celebrate de...haix...

den todae i went yishun to meet laogong...
we had our dinner at xin wang cafe...
we called quite a lot..
den i tot it cost a lot..
but when e bill comes,
it was like affordable...
after tt we bused towards tamp..
to buy my thing..cos i nid tt..
but it's sort of over budget..
sry laogong..=(

anyw..
early happi 9th month anniversary...
muacks...
love u...

2009-07-08T00:19:00.002+08:00

To my beloved laogong..
laogong...tis few weeks i noe a lot of things happened to us...
quarrels n quarrels...
we both r tired of it...
i'm really sry for it to happen..
most of e time i was e 1 who cause the quarrel...
haiz...
how i wish time can return to den...
i definitely wun let it happen...
i noe in ur heart u really wan go taiwan..
cos can earn more den now..
so tt u can provide a better life for mi..
i dun wish u to go..
cos i dun belief in long distant relationship is one thing...
most importantly is tt i dunwan to leave u...
now i noe u rejected them..
i'm happy for u...
in the mean time i was thinking..
did i do a correct thing??
dunwan u go is it a correct thing?
haix...
but still...
laogong...i'm sry for all the things...
i love u...muacks...

To my dear mei ah...
i noe u cant get over him...
but y not try to let urself free over him?
buried him deep inside ur heart...
outside e world der is still someone is for u...
dun close up ur heart..
open to the world...
live the wae u wanted...
dun buried urself in the past...
not worth it...
life is still long...
no matter wat happen..
ur family, mi n ur jie fu will alwaes by ur side...
think towards the positive side ok??
take care...

2009-07-01T20:33:00.002+08:00

ytd...laogong nv book out as last week..
cos he gotta stay in...ssoobbss...
use to hugging him every wher..
den he gotta stay in...
T.T
but he told mi tt he got nites out..
i was sooo happy...
cos at least i can see him...
den suddenly he called...
telling mi he got guard duty...
was like zzzz la...

den i went out to meet shirley...
got a period of time nv meet her le...
so meet her...go plae pool...
hahas...guess wat??
i won her worx...LOL...
den we went to laogong's camp der to find him..
cos i wanna take ting from him...

den todae...
laogong supposed to have his rest...
but he dun haf...zzz...
cos he got parade...zzz....
den he not suppose to book out todae...
BUT he BOOK OUT...
haha!!!
i can hug him again...hoho...

waiting for u to come..
muacks..
love u..

2009-06-29T17:20:00.002+08:00

haiz....
a lot of things had happened..
quarrels n quarrels...

sry laogong..
i noe i'm not understanding enuf..
i noe i'm alwaes thinking for myself..
i noe i'm alwaes very stubbon..
i noe i'm alwaes opposing everything..

haiz...i dunno wat else i can sae...
a lot had happen..
wanna take a break...

2009-06-24T14:18:00.001+08:00

ytd went to fetch laogong...
but not consider really fetch him..
cos i waited for him at yishun...
hahas...

den we had LJS for our dinner..
den we headed back...
laogong sae tt he might stay in todae...
cos his camp der de ppl told him to bring some stuff...

well well...
laogong...now u in camp...
i tink u will feel tired..
cos u slp late last nitex..
ask u slp early dunwan la...
den wake u up tis morning still wan roll in bed..
whack u ah....
next time dun late slp le la...

muacks...
i go do hus work le...
love u...

2009-06-22T21:48:00.003+08:00

hmmmmmm.......................
todae is laogong's 1st dae in new camp..
i was glad tt he was doing fine der...
he msged mi whenever he can...
but all e time i was slping all e wae...
cos i was really tired...

i was totally awaked after laogong's call...
cos my mind was full of a lot of things...
you told mi tt u r selected to go overseas after ur driving course...
i was like wow...
shocked...
though e pay wise was good..
but still u wun b in sg for a certain period of time...

den in my mind i was thinking tt...
will our relationship stable?
cos i dun believe in long distance relationship ya...
den some more u might b posted to taiwan...
in tt country der will b a lot of pretty gals...
den will u 'bian xing'??
i noe u wun...but all tis was in my mind...
i'm scare...

i noe u went der to earn for our future...
but still i dun bare to leave u...
i wan b wif u all e times...
how i wish i can go der to pei u..
but cant...
cos u will b in camp...
haizzz....

ok la...dun sae le...
cos everything was not confirm...
laogong was beside mi nagging at mi..
cos i blog so much n dunwan tell him...
LOL...

love u laogong...

2009-06-21T21:25:00.002+08:00

hehes...my blog rotting liao..
cos i've been spending all my time wif my laogong...
at 1st was really proud of him to get selected to sign on ADF Specialist..
den when laogon went back to camp last thurs,
his OC told him tt he was taken out by the ADF...
i heard le was like wow...
so e last min...n of cos will disappoint...

but still...
laogong...dun worry ok??
i will b wif u no matter how hard is the life...
we will b going through tgt...
muacks...

since u not signing on le,
tml it's ur 1st dae in new camp...
i'm so shock tt u post to b a Driver la...
LOL...wellwell....sembawang camp is nearer...
tat's good...hoho....
muacks...

now adaes we were tempt to plae maplesea...
zzzz...a boring game...
but laogong love it...
so i pei him plae...hahas...
den beside maplesea,
we loved swimming!!!hoho....or rather is i love swimming...
more swimming n more swimming n more swimming....=)

2009-06-19T01:29:00.000+08:00

BLOG ON LEAVE UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE =P

2009-06-14T18:14:00.002+08:00

wow...time really flies damn fast...
laogong's 4 daes off flies so fast..
haiz...
well well...he gotta book in todae le...
sad...

on fri,
we went to plae bball...
finally see laogong soooo happy...
cos he loves bball soooo much...
laogong...got time we go plae tgt...
hehes...

on sat,
we went swimming n went to tampines..
laogong nv see his cousin sooo long...
den we went to find her n get my thing..
hahas...
den went to jalan kayu to eat...
it was like wow...
eat until damn full...
i gonna 1 mth not to eat prata!!!
WAHAHAHAHA....

den todae slack slack slack...
n it's time laogong to book in..
haiz...
how i wish the time can stop...
den we can spend time tgt..
hahas...

k...laogong...
must jia you...
noe ur posting le tell mi..
muacks...
love u...huggies...

2009-06-11T09:55:00.002+08:00

10th JUNE 2009
laogong finally POP...
hahas...
went wif his sister...
LOL...

everything went well...
=)
jus tt i got a bad dae...
zzzz....
my clothes e dirt tends to stick on my skin if i sweat...
make mi soooooooooo uncomfortable...
sian...

now at bk merah mac waiting for laogong..
he went to CNBB to sign sth...
dunno how long he will take...
haiz...
den e internet so lag...
sian...
dunno wat to do...
hahas....

mi n laogong....hahas...he hao lian his weapon..=x

his sis n him...look alike??

2009-06-08T21:14:00.002+08:00

counting down to my laogong POP...
3 more daes...
cant wait to tt dae...
dunno y...
hahas...

hmmmm...
on the dae itself...
it will b a dae for mi...
cos it will b my 1st time going out wif laogong's sis alone...
everytime we go some where,
laogong is ard...
but now is diff...
i wonder wat will happen...
hahas...

well...laogong...
i misses u...
love u...

2009-06-07T22:10:00.001+08:00

Wednesdae - Fridae
went back to pin si to work..
den all e stuff tt noe mi all surprise..
cos i did not wear the 'white' shirt...
cos i quitted last yr...
jus tt went back to work for some money..
n tt i wun get nag at home...hahas..
den the ppl i noe all sae u finally come back..
LOL..
is it so wierd tt i went back??
well dun care...hahas...

Saturdae
Waited for laogong to book out..
den in e morning i met up wif zhen shan...
such a long time i did not meet her...
hahas...
we chat quite a lot...
den is time for mi to go back rest...
den called laogong...
he reached home le...
den he brought his dirty uniform over...
we slack awhile den prepared to go out...
1st destination was suntec convention hall...
to look for jin man to get my clothes...
after tt beach rd to buy laogong's thing..
wow...e journey was far....sweating like hell...
after tt fetched shirley from work...
den we took neos~~
went to secret garden at serangoon garden...
we sang n chill over der...
a nice place to chill ya...

Todae
slept until quite late den woke up...
laogong teached my siblings hw while i iron his unifrom..
hahas...
den we went to amk to have dinner n to plae pool...
at least i did win laogong 1 game out of 3 games..
laogong...
time flies very fast...it's a good thing...
hahas...
3 more daes to ur POP...
waiting for the dae to come...
muacks...

2009-06-01T21:36:00.002+08:00

such a long time i did not blog...
a lot of things had happened tis few daes..
i dunno start from wher n wat to write bout..
but mostly is over my family...

it goes...
on saturdae...
u r e one hu told mi tt u r not going out..
n yet when i'm outside u called ask mi go home..
cos u wanna go out...
wtf??
u ownself told mi tt u not going out..
den chase mi back cos u wan go ktv?
is it fair for mi??
i'm jus a 20 yr old gal hu wanna enjoy...
y am i suffering all tis ting ever since i'm 16?

does u noe how pain is my back?
u oni noe how to nag mi to go work..
is not i dunwan go work..
is jus tt e pain is unbearable...
i oso wish to go work..
u noe stay at home is damn boring..
but e problem lies on my back...
the pain is unconsistant...
in ur heart now oni noe how to care for e uncle..
den mi lea??
i'm jus a outsider to u la...
u dun even show ur concern bout my back to mi..
u at der nag...
sae i oni noe how to sae pain la..
watever la...
come on la..
u think i wan it??

haiz...
i really in a lost..
many times my brain is so empty..
how i wish i haf my own family wif my hubby...
haiz...
laogong gonna book out late tis sat..
cos of his rehersal...
wellwell...
i'll stop here...
nites...

2009-05-25T19:39:00.002+08:00

hmmmm....
doesn't noe y my mother keep asking mi to go work..
i noe she dunwan mi to stay at home..
but my back problem is not stable...
how to go work?
when the pain comes it really hurts a lot...
haiz...

hmmm....
now adaes like very tired..
dunno y....
sld b changed back my own room nice to slp bah..
hahas....

wellwell...
laogong i miss u...=(

2009-05-24T23:16:00.002+08:00

fridae..
laogong booked out during evening time...
actually he can book out earlier..
but he reported sick..
so cant book out early...
we got a little arguements...
but after tt was fine...
den we hang ard waited till 10pm...
den meet up wif shirley to plae pool..
haha...wellwell...
i won laogong worx...super shock??
LOL...den we went hm ard 1 plus...

saturdae...
it's super wierd la...
woke up ard 7 plus in the morning..
den i cant get back to slp i disturb laogong to wake up...
hahas...
den off to ntuc to shop for goceries...
i'm gonna cook for laogong...
den came back home n guess wat??
BOOOOMMM on bed n slp while laogong use lappy..
LOL....
time to wake up n cook...
hahas...
we planned to go town de...
den is like a bit of lazy to watch the show angel n demons...
den i shun bian ask my mother wanna go watch movie...
den we ended up watching night at e museme 2...
hahas...headed back after the show...

den todae...
we spent out time slping...
cos we both r too tired le...
den wake up head to amk to buy cable..
den come back cook maggie...
LOL...
den it's time 4 laogong to go home to pack...
haiz...
time flies so fast tt laogong gotta book in le...
muacks...
love u...

2009-05-21T21:43:00.008+08:00

好想你。。好爱你。。

2009-05-20T22:11:00.015+08:00

wow..laogong is finally back frm tekong!!!
misses him so much....

ytd ard 10.30pm like tt recieved ur call...
after 9 daes w/o chattting to u i got a lot of things to sae...
but after i hear ur voice i forgot wat to sae...
jus feel very happe tt u r back...

den u told mi tt u got sore eyes..
OMG...i was like so heart pain n sooo worry...
even worst de is u told mi u running a fever during ur upfield...
wah....hear le...even worst ahh...
feel like hugging u n sayang u...

haiz....but wat to do?? gotta wait till sat den can...
u called mi todae...
u sae ur hp low batt le...
cant chat much...
wah...is like very sad lo...
haiz...den u see le doc oso cant come back n rest...

i was happi for u..
cos u decide to sign on...
though still gotta wait till 10 june 4 e finalize ans...
be it e ans is good or bad..
i still will support u...
cos u my laogong....muacks....

i was wondering...
u got sore eye...
tis sat u can book out ma?
hopefully can...
i wan to see how's e condition...
i very worry 4 u...
i miss u oso....
u take care...
love u..muacks...

2009-05-18T21:44:00.002+08:00

hmmmm...
1 more dae to go den laogong is back in SG!!!!
cant wait till tml....
went out wif family todae...
we went to new york new york for dinner...

wow....eat until damn full la....
haiz....gonna turn fat again liao...

b4 going out...taken wif my fav bear...

mi n my bro inside bus..

mi in new york new york my lil sis wif her eye swollen..

everything had planned ok on wed...but again..it was destroyed...haiz...tols my mother last week tt no matter wat i going out on wed le...ask her go arrange my sis...but end up lea?? still sae cant find ppl take care...y everytime like tt? i wanna go haf fun....i'm trapped at home for weeks except weekends...n u dun even allow mi to go...wth....even i taking care my sis b part time nanny at least u sld gif mi some allowance or wat...but nth at all....u wan go out jiu go out la...leave e 2 kids behind for mi to take care...wah...i'm a young adult nid to enjoy oso...but do i haf e time to do so? in ur mind oni want to date...den mi lea?? haiz..

laogong....i feel so miserable...den i oso dunno wat to do...haiz...waiting for u to come back..

2009-05-17T22:12:00.002+08:00

exactly 1 week le...
laogong cant use his phone for 1 week le...
i miss him a lot...haiz...
wonder he in tekong is he doing ok?
how's his back?
will his back pain when his training on?

well well...
2 more daes to go b4 u come back to sg...
must jyjy...
i noe it's hard for u le...
promise to u tt tis coming sat,
i cook for u....
hehess...

haiz....the weather ahhh...
can cause ppl life....
zzzz...
mi ahhhh...
wan sick den dunwan sick de patern...
very xin ku lea....
haiz........

i'll stop here...
back to my animes....
hoho...
love u laogong....
muacks...

2009-05-15T00:14:00.003+08:00

miss my botak...=(

o.o
i finally step out of my hus....
waited for shirley to off work...
den go plae pool....
such a long time didn't plae pool...
skills all run awae le...
hahas...

hmmm....is laogong 4th dae in tekong...
i miss him alot...
wanna hug him to slp everydae...
hoho.....
well well....
still gotta wait for another 5 daes...
so he will b back....
hahas...
but still gotta wait till next sat den can see him...
but he might kana confinement...
cos he was late last sun...
all my fault...=(
alwaes dun bare to let him go...
den he oso dun bare to go...
we sooooo sticky rite? lol...
but nvm...i will wait for him....

haiz.....shirley ar shirley....
u might not realise tt u have change...
but to mi u change ever since tt time...
haiz....
go tink bout wat i told u jus now...

oyasumi nasai....

2009-05-13T22:42:00.002+08:00

zzzzzzzzz.....wat a dae....
every wed,
i alr had things planned well...
den on the dae itself,
got thing pop up...
haiz....
alwaes ruin my dae....

everytime planed to go swimming wif shirley,
but end up alwaes fail...
once my door is open,
i noe bad things gonna fall on mi...
like todae...
my sis was sick...
haiz...............
hopefully next week really can go swimming....

laogong in tekong 3rd dae...
was wondering is he doing well?
can he take e pain on his back?
6 more dae to go...
n 6 more dae to noe whether is he selected to sign on....
jyjy laogong...
love u 1314...muacks...

2009-05-12T19:49:00.002+08:00

todae is our 7th mth anniversary..
but the saddest ting is tt laogong is in camp..
but but but e most most saddest part is he is on his field camp...!!!
2nd dae of his field camp...
i was wondering whether is he ok?
adaptable to e training?
is he suffering from his back pain?

though todae is our anniversary,
we celebrated on last sat...hehes...
early celebration b4 laogong go upfield...
time flies kind of fast...
29 more daes to laogong POP...
but still....very slow lea...LOL...
hmmm....laogong still hestitating tt wanna sign on or not...
but laogong...
no matter wat is ur decision i will support u de....

laogong jyjy worx....
muacks...love u...

2009-05-10T20:23:00.004+08:00

9 May 09
well well...keep waking up in between....
den alwaes disturb laogong...heex...
den finally woke up ard 12 plus to 1pm...
den start preparing to go out...
but of cos we r slacking..
rolling ard e bed...LOL....
den my brother came in to disturb laogong...
hahas...of cos he will lose to laogong....

b4 really heading to down..

went out ard 2 plus...
plan to go town....heex....
but due to e toopid weather,
we decide to cab der....

hahas....

when inside e cab,

we still taking pics tgt...

such a long time we didn't do it...

HOHOHOHO.....

1st pic taken inside cab..a bit dun look like laogong...=p

hmmm...wher u looking laogong?

love tis pic...=hoho.....maucks...

reached cineleisure...den we decided to catch the ramen gal at 5.25pm....den meanwhile, we can go catch a bite n take neo print...hoho....1st neo print after laogong is botak!!!! HEEX............den when waiting our show, we went shopping ard....den went to arcade to plat bomber man!!!! HAHA....old game...but nice game....den i keep dying...=( must go find the game n install at laptop liao....so can train....LOL....

after the show which is 7pm...we cont to play bomber man...hahas...but still i very lousy...zzzzz....den plan to go back amk to meet shirley n ice....but duno wat to do...LOL....prawning or clubbing?? hmmmm...........walked to taka to buy some choc from royce...hehes.....den trained back to amk.....

nice choc...cost $15

OMG...my hair so flat...
better shot...

den headed back to amk to meet them...den yeah....shirley can go club...den we went to happy daes again..hoho....1st time drinking baleys wif coke...hahas....it taste so nice....den after tt cabbed to thomson to plae lan...audition!!! woots!!!!! after tt headed home....

laogong...rmb..i alwaes b der for u no matter wat...so pls dun push mi aside again...share ur worries, ur tinking, ur stress wif mi...i'm ur wife...so pls dun keep everything to urself...it hurts mi to see tt....muacks...love u...u going upfield next week...so pls take good care of urself....love u...

2009-05-10T20:07:00.002+08:00

8th May 09
hmmmm....laogong called mi...
telling mi tt he booking out on sat morning...
but i dunno y i got tis feeling tt he is booking out todae...
n guess wat??
i'm right!!!
he booked out at 8pm...

the story goes tis wae...
when is bout 8 plus,
i got a wierd feeling telling mi tt laogong booked out le...
den i tried calling him..
his phone was on...though he nv picked up...
den he called mi back....
den i asked him wher is he..
he sae inside camp...but i dun believe...
cos it's too wae too quiet...
too bad tt i guess it...hoho.....
he sae how i noe...he suspect someone told mi...
but no ppl told mi!!!!

den we decide to watch 17 again...
which we sae we wanna watch long time ago le...
we catched 11.10pm show...
on the wae to n fro from amk hub,
we was arguing all e wae...
cos cathay alwaes start on time...
den we was late...
den i shoot him who work cathay de...hoho...=p
end up ahh....
i was wrg...zzzz...
got shoot back again...hahas....

after e show,
cabbed to happy daes to find john...
our ex supervisor...
went drinking...such a long time nv drink...
my face all red...
after der,
cabbed to dxo....
LOL...
well...laogong promised mi to bring mi go ever since we start to contact each other again...
finally it came true...hehex....
reached home ard 5am....
it's time to slp....

inside bus towards amk to wait for laogong....

during e journey, played wif e baby behind mi...
=)

2009-05-06T20:58:00.002+08:00

hmmmm...well....
tis time i really dunno le...
back pain dunno wat can i do...
haiz...blogshop oso gotta wait till dunno when...
haiz....den my cute things dun even noe can sell..
haiz..........

recently...feel sick....
my whole family got red eye except mi n my sis...
zzzz...den my bro at home for 1 whole week...sian....
laogong....got a lot of things to tel u....
but alwaes dun haf the time...
haiz....

dunno wat to write....signing off....
bye....

Mashi Maro On Sale !!!

2009-04-29T19:52:00.002+08:00

Yellow mashi maro

Selling price: $12.90

Status: available

Pink mashi maro
Selling price: $12.90
Status: available

Hello Kitties for sale =)

2009-04-26T17:21:00.004+08:00

Chinese Wedding Hello Kitty

Selling price: $2.80

Status: available

Japan Wedding Hello Kitty

Selling price: $2.80

Status: available

Mogolian Wedding Hello Kitty

Selling price:$2.50

Status: available

Korean Wedding Hello Kitty

Selling price: $3.00

Status: available

Western Wedding Hello Kitty

Selling price: $2.80

Status: available

Space Suit Wedding Hello Kitty

Selling price: $3.50

Status: available

due to some inconvenience for my laptop, please mail mi if u r
interested in buying them...thx....
email: ling_89@live.com

PoohBear 4 Sale PENDING

2009-04-25T23:51:00.004+08:00

2009-04-24T20:34:00.002+08:00

laogong..i really super eager to see you tml..
i got a lot of things to tell u..especially bout mama...
i'm really very stress over it..

firstly, my back condition...
i really dunno wat to do wif it..
went swimming ytd..it fees better a bit..
but the pain came back todae..
really wish for a cure soon..
but who can acc mi go hos?
i really dunno...
my mother?
wait long long...
haiz...

secondly, regarding my mother...
do you noe tt u haf neglected mi a lot ever since u haf e uncle kelvin?
i'm ur daughter n yet u can neglect mi due to tt uncle..
ever since e uncle moved in to stay wif us,
haf u ever show ur concern to mi regarding my back?
now de u u oni tink for him but not mi..
COME ON LA..I'M UR DAUGTHER N WHO IS HE?
he did sae tt he wan to support e family..
but does he ever tot of mi?
he nv even take the iniative to show his care n concern to mi..
the oni thing he will ask mi is have i eaten?
is tt so?
if he really wan to b wif u,
he had to commuicate wif ur own daughter which is mi as well..
not oni my siblings...
do you noe tt u neglected mi till i feel tt i'm extra in the family?
i'm jus like a gal who rent a room frm u...
CAN U SPARE A TOT FOR MI? UR OWN DAUGHTER...
U NEGLECTED HER OVER A GUY WHICH U KNOWN NOT EVEN A MTH..
WHICH IS MORE IMPORTANT?
THE UNCLE OR UR OWN DAUGHTER HEALTH?

i really feel very depress...
but wat can i do??
laogong...i nid u...
i really nid u by my side...
i cant take it any more..

2009-04-20T21:51:00.002+08:00

a lot of things to sae...but dunno wher to start...n i very lazy to blog...most important thing is tt i lost my job...the funniest part is i injured my back during work time n old injury reoccurs..den when to see doc n the doc gave mi 4 daes mc...den i told my supervisor bout it...den u noe wat?? they called back n sae that i dun nid to report to work le...cos too many dae mc...wtf?? !@#$%^&
den forget it...

haiz....now back prob getting worser...dunno wat to do...go hos see no money...financial prob so serious...haiz...dunwan blog le...byebye...

laogong i love u n miss u....

2009-04-12T18:18:00.005+08:00

todae suppose to wake up at 7.30..
but was too tired to wake up...
end up...hai laogong...
laogong's mother was angry wif him cos he was suppose to reach at 9am de...
sry laogong...
den we go sao mu...

i find tt 4 daes passed really fast...
in a glance laogong gotta book in...
n i starting work tml...i will jiayou de....
laogong...i love u...muacks....

11th April 2009
was too tired n we slept for quite long...
woke up at 12 noon...
den teach my siblings their homework...

dunno go wher...
plan to go bank n go buy my skirt for work...
den ask my brother along...
cos he got nth to do..
den bought him out...

went to Scarlet to get my black shoe back...
den bring back uniform to wash before returning...
den go buy the necessary thing from ntuc...
den to just 2 you to buy my skirt which cost mi 32.90....
a hole inside my pocket..hahas...
den went to get a small dog....

the funniest part is tt laogong jealous over a present...
wahahahahaha....
my laogong sooo cute...
tat's y i love him...wahahahaha...
not oni love him by his cuteness la..
stil got others...secret...=x
took a nap after reached home....

den maggie for dinner...hahas....
save money...
den we played UNO wif siblings n neighbours..
den watch dark water from channel 5...
n we still taking photo at the same time..

happi family...

daddy, mummy and son

just woke up...

10th April 2009
wee.....woke up ard 11...
den brush up n pack laptop inside back to travel to laogong hus...
wanna plae audi wif laogong...

reach laogong's hus still gotta wait...
cos laogong's little bro using...
but gotta wait for very very long...=(
den finally i can audi wif laogong le...
though audi for awhile cos lagg...
we stil manage to plae wif each other n tag hearts....
muacks....

it started to rain heavily...
den we were like oh no!!!
cos we wanna go out...
until is like no rain le den we go out...
on the wae to amk hub tt time it started to rain again..
ARGHHH...we nv bring umbrella...
we were wet..but laogong wetter...
cos i was wearing jacket n the beanbean...

went all the wae up to cathay to catch a show...
before tt we drop by Scarlet...
cos joanna very long time nv see laogong...
so...we go sae hi...hahas...
we watched the show taken recommend by joanna...
the show was nice......thx....^

den we go dine at NEW YORK NEW YORK...
it's our 1st time dinning der...
was so ex...but worth it..
cos we celebrating our 6th month anniversary...
cos sun dun haf the time....

den went shopping ard for a bottle...
den laogong saw tis bear n ask mi..
which one i prefer?? e brown or pink??
i sae the brown..cos it much more matching...
den laogong ask mi i wan or not...
the fact is i wan it la...cos it's cute...
but i wan laogong to save the money....
in the end laogong still bought it for mi..love u laogong....
muacks....

our new breed son(bearbear)...=x

the mother n the son...^^

the dad n the son...^^

happy family...

taken in mac...

my dearest laogong..

sweetest family...

meet up wif shirley n we chit chat....
hahas...
den we both got the urge of winning laogong...
so we jio him go plae pool...
but in the end we both still lose him...
saded...
went home after tt...we all r tired...
haf a great dae wif laogong...
love u alwaes...

9th April 2009
meet up wif Jin Man to fetch out bfs tgt...
we meet at 6.45pm at dhoby ghuat...
den travel to eunos by train to change to bus no2....
such a long time didn't meet her...she did change a lot...
den for mi?? i become fat....=(

den board the bus at 7.30pm...
laogong booking out at 8pm...
is like OMG...gonna late liao...
but e lucky thing is they were delayed...
so we were able to make it on time...
hahas...

reached laogong's campsite...
wow...was so wu lu wu lu de...
2 gals waiting....
finally....they book out...didn't noe is them till i heard laogong calling jin man's bf name...
hahas...
wanna hug, hold laogong...but he can't...
haiz..

den went to bedok 85 to haf dinner wif laogong's frens n jin man...
but i didnt eat cos at home got cook...
i ate a bit la...hahas...
den after tt cabbed back home....
=))))))

2009-04-08T19:27:00.002+08:00

Ytd went for another 2 interviews...
1 located at amk hub the box showcase...
2 at giovanna located at bugis...
but till todae no news...
finding jobs so long n i start losing faith in myself...
feel like crying....haiz...

went wif shirley...
den on the wae to bugis we took photos...
hahas....
haiz....duno wat to blog as i got no mood....
feel so down cos cant fid jobs...
it's so hard to get into retail...
haiz...

laogong booking out tml...
sooo happi but sad...
haiz....
dunno use wat mood to enjoy...
wanna bang wall...
going to fetch him along wif jin man...
cos her bf in the same camp as my laogong...
laogong...i love u...muacks..

2009-04-06T20:59:00.003+08:00

wee~~~
another week had passed..
laogong bok out again....
soooo happi..
actually not going to fetch him den he was disappointed...
BUT BUT..
i got go fetch him...
hahas....

den went walking ard wif laogong...
we catch the SHINJUKU INCIDENT...
hehes....
guess wat??
the beanie laogone wearing i bought it for him..
as his bdae pressie...=x
dunno wat to get for him....
so he want a cap so i get beanie..WAHAHAHA....
anyw i cal beanie bean bean....><

after tt went back to amk...
meet up wif shirley to plae pool...
after pool we plan to prawning....
but stil early as we gotta wait for ice...
den we went to plaeground to chat n to drink along...
drank heineken wif laogong...
after tt went to prawning..

at 1st was very disappointed...
cos a lot ppl....
den ice n laogong wan plae pool...
haiz...
den my prawning wish flew awae...
cried out loud...
end up cos laogong wanna go den i follow...

prawning was fun...
but scary...
cos the prawn will keep moving ard...
den some prawn was so heavy....
shirley went back 1st...
we prawn till 4.15am...
wow....tat's super late...
got scolding by my mother....
in total we had 48 prawns....=)

laogong...
i dunno whether we still got any chance to enjoy tis wae...
but i hope we did enjoyed den...
looking for another job...as tt job offer was too not worth it...
den laogong might book out tis thurs...
but laogong dun get wat i mean...
haiz...no choice...
i really really wan laogong to spend more time since he gonna book ut early...
but it seems like impossible le bah...

signing off.....byebye....

laogong wif bean bean =)
wee....the beanbean i bought n choosed..

1st photo when laogong was botak..

mi n shirley...^^

my best mei ever..

us again...hoho..=p

2009-04-04T00:47:00.002+08:00

laogong....i finally found a job...
located at amk hub basement 1...
selling hair accessories....Five Elements...
after finding so long, i kind of give up...
but i finally recieve a call...
though the pay the everything not so good,
i will take it as a experience....
i noe my laogong will support mi...
rite rite??

another week had past...
waiting for laogong to book out...
another few hours i'm able to see u...
so delighted....
every time our time tgt passed so fast...
jus a glance, u gotta book in...
tat time is so short...
n i cant bear to let u go...
but got no choice....

laogong...wanna let u noe tt no matter wat..
i will be here waiting for u...
even is 2 yrs or 5 yrs...
i will b waiting for u forever...
muacks....love u...

2009-03-31T00:52:00.002+08:00

hahas...the world is so small...
jin man's bf n my laogong they in the same camp Selarang Camp..
and guesss wat??
they oso in the same company..Charlie....
the world really small...wonder they noe each other??

well well...laogong...
i really hope u noe how i feel...
not wanting to quarrel wif u...
but i really taking all this alone...
seeing a good fren of mine get hurt den yet i dunno wat to do...
wanna whack the guy up...
but i noe i cant do tt...

laogong...i'm sry tt i quarrelled wif u...
i doesn't want it...
i love u...muacks....

2009-03-29T22:24:00.001+08:00

Ytd laogong book out…l’m so happi…went to fetch him at pasir ris…hahas…den almost cnt recognise him cos of his botak head…wahahahahaha…..but it’s soooo cute tt I keep touching his head…><>

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A lot of things had happened before laogong book out..this few daes I being bothering over Shirley and Ben Ho thing…

BEN HO…WAT A FUCKING GUY U R? AVOID UR OWN GF? DUN EVEN PICK UP HER CALL, REPLY HER MSG? EVEN U HAVE HAD UR OWN THING TO SETTLE OR WATEVER SHIT U R DOING, AT LEAST DROP HER A SIMPLE MSG TO LET HER EASE HER WORRIES FOR U..WAT KIND OF BF U R?? IN REAL LIFE U ALR HAF A NICE GF..N Y THE HELL U STILL HAVE A ‘GAN LAOPO’?? WAT THE FUCK?? DEN STILL CAN HAVE SWEET WORDS WIF HER OVER MSG WHEN U DUN EVEN MSG UR OWN GF?? KAO…DEN IN GAME, AUDI..SHE ALR TRYING HER BEST TO TRAIN UP A CHAR FOR U…N YET U CAN MARRY ANOTHER GAL INSIDE N HAF SWEET TALKS WIF HER AS WELL?? U R SUCH A BASTARD…MAKE A PROMISE TO UR OW N GF TO RING HER TO WWW N YET U DID NOT DO IT…SUCH A FAILURE…U EVEN NOE TAT U GOTTA BRING HER GO N YET U STILL CAN GO ENJOY URSELF ON TUES TO UR FREN CHALET N DUN EVEN WAN TO TEL HER WHOSE CHALET…Y CANT U BRING HER GO? IF U REALLY LOVE HER, Y U R AVOIDING HER?? SAW HER N RUN? COWARD…SUCH A FAILURE AS A GUY…Y DUN U GO CHOP OF UR DICK N BECOME A HUNCH SINCE U R SUCH A FAILURE…SOME MORE AFTER UR GOOD FREN BENJAMIN KOH HAD BOOK OUT HEARD A VERY SHOCKING NEWS FROM SOMEONE…WHEN SHE BUMP INTO U, SHE ASK U WHER’S UR GF N U CAN JUS PULL ANOTHER GAL IN TO INTRO HER AS UR GF?? DEN HOW BOUT SHIRLEY? HAVE U EVER TELL HER TT U WAN A BREAK? U R E 1ST GUY I EVER SEEN TO BE SUCH A FAILURE, A BASTARD, AN ASSHOLE, A PCB GUY…

2009-03-20T00:26:00.003+08:00

laogong....2 daes le...u nv drop mi a msg or phone call....
i really miss u...
every sec, every min, every hour...
i was wondering r u doing fine inside NS?
will u slp well without i being ur boaster in camp?

13 march till now..still counting...
i will alwaes b der for u...
wait for u...
but 2 yrs...really very long...
laogong...i really miss u...muacks....
loves...

2009-03-16T17:19:00.002+08:00

Days after days...
i only can use all this photos to ease my misses...
But after all is still not real laogong...

haiz.... my valentine pressie

=)

4th flower bear from laogong...

muacks

haha....nice???

inside the train towards Somerset to meet laogong's frens..

6th march..

on the wae to bugis..

misses u

2009-03-13T21:18:00.002+08:00

OMG!!! my blog was rotting....
hahas...
well...i'm back here to blog...

laogong jus went NS not even 1 dae i misses him so much...
i was wondering...
how am i going to survive for 2 yrs...
OMG....

haiz...
laogong...i really really miss u...
will u forget mi??
will u dunwan mi??
worry....
BUT i noe u wun forget mi...
hahas...

i decided...each dae i fold five stars...
all this stars der's meaning behind...
i dunno how to explain...but hope u understand...

i'll stop here...laogong...
i miss u...love u...muacks...

2009-02-24T22:13:00.000+08:00

jus dropping by to sae some words...
tml is another important dae for laogong...
he is going for his NAPFA again...
tis time i really hope he can pass....
so he can try to appeal to go in NS late...
pray hard...

i'm so bored...dunno wat to do...
internet slow like a pig...
sianed...
5 more daes to chalet....=)

2009-02-19T01:23:00.004+08:00

finally i was able to wake up to wake laogong up for his NAPFA..
woke up at 6am in the morning...
den twist n turn to 6.20am...
standby everything n is time to travel to TPY stadium..
took 88 to der...

laogong was given a tag...
the no was 31...
hehes....
tis wae will be super easy to see him at wher...
BUT BUT...my eyes nv took off from him at all...
the procedure of his test was
1) Standing board jump
2) Pull up
3) Shutter run
4) Sit up
5) Sit n reach
6) 2.4km

wow....laogong he passed everything...
he scored 20 points for 5 items..
BUT BUT!! he failed 2.4km...
OMG!!! he had to rebook his NAPFA...
i will be der praying hard for u...

jiayou...my dearest laogong...
laopo alwaes love u...muacks...

2009-02-13T23:09:00.005+08:00

my words to my laogong...laogong...i noe i very the unreasonable n stubborn which u dun like..but tis is mi...i will really try to change...but i nid a lot a lot of time....i'm real sry for wat we had being thorugh..der's a new start ahead of us...let's go through it tgt n face them tgt...muacks...<33>

Shirley n mi...my closest sister of all...love her...<33

12th feb
todae is a very very special occasion for us... it's our 4th mth anniversary n our 1st valentine tgt... we chose to celebrate todae is cos we sat working... not the oni both of us was celebrating... shirley n ben ho celebrating wif us oso... hahas... laogong came over to fetch mi...so sweet... he putted 1 small bottle of chivas btl filled wif stars on my table w/o i knowing... den he asked mi wat diff was der in my room den i saw the btl... he stay up the whole nite to fold it...thx laogong...muacks<33 l
aogong n mi meet shirley at 11am to buy pressie for her laogong... she plan to buy belt but her hubby noe liao... den she stress over wat to buy..den laogong gave her a lot of suggestion... after tt we had mac for our 1st meal of the dae...blunch....wahahahaha.... b4 we travel down to town, laogong surprise mi wif a small bear.... den we bought out tix to watch underworld.... den finally after tgt 4th mth...we took our 2nd neo print...=))) after the movie...we went shopping n bought a skirt for myself... it looks nice.... den we set off to tpy as ben ho wanted to do his thing... we had our dinner at kou fu.... after tat back to amk to our k box session!!! woots....den guess wat.... i surprised my laogong wif a earring... wahahaha... cos he lost his last week when we went swimming...=(
den the both guys went back to pack their belongings as we planned to go swimming todae.... hahas....den we both gals sang a lot.... they finally coming back.... laogong surprised mi wif a big bouquet of flowers... some more is the other version of wat i wanted...>.< so sweet laogong... after k box the both guys r hungry again!!! n is ard 1am in the morning...OMG...they can really eat a lot... photos taken during ytd n todae...

2nd feb - 3rd feb
todae nan de my laogong dun nid to work on mon.. tis is because we got our company chalet... it located at SAF Yacht club... changi end...so far.... we reached der ard 4+ den was so bored till we gamble... haha...guess wat...we won a lot...HAHA....
den waited for everyone to come to start meeting... by den we r soooo hungry....ate at the cafe der... it taste quite nice..... den during the meeting i was rotting all the wae.. was waiting to bbq...but den i ate very little.... tat dae dunno a happy dae or sad dae... we quarrelled but we get back tgt... after the chalet we went back n u noe wat? we both kana sandfly bites.... but my laogong worst....hives plus sandfly.... got injection.... 1st taken when we reached der....>.<

25th Jan
1st stop of e dae... Marsiling drive...my mother's fren hus... we went der for our 1st reunion dinner... i really have serious stm le... told my laogong tt after he acc mi der i gg over to his ah ma hus... den i forgot...-.-'' sry laogong =( den we did a last min shopping...went to bought a skirt... the skirt very nice but short... den after the dinner i bath over der n get change n prepared... i found out sth....n tat is when laogong not wif mi i cant wear e skirt... cos i dunno how to tie the ribbon nicely...=.=''
den from der we headed to our 2nd destination... Sembawang... den when reach der...i dunno wat to sae... haha....laogong oso dunno how to intro mi... feel so ps...den feel like crying...hahas... den his ah ma talk a lot to mi den she kiss mi... i was wow....hahas... den ah ma want mi to eat but i'm soooo full... no choice but to eat a bit.... den e most happiest part is i get to audi wif laogong... as he going to 'shou ye'... tis is how i spend my new yr eve... taken during our 1st new yr eve...

2009-02-01T23:16:00.004+08:00

todae is my bdae.....HOHO.....
but it's a tiring bdae for mi....
by right ytd i'm off...
den end up i was called back to work....
i forgot tt i'm working in the afternoon todae...
end up i agreed to work....zZzZ....
but good la....can acc my laogong...

reached home ard 4am ytd....
den straight slp.....till 9 plus my mother come disturb mi...
jus to ask mi change 2 dollars note with her....
i die die dunwan...WaHAHAHAHAHA....
den asked her to get out cos i wan to slp n i'm working ltr....

went to work todae as usual....
was soooo tired.......den msging with laogong....
waiting for laogong to come....
suppose to plan go for dinner n movie...
but i was too tired n we jus got our pay ytd...idiot....
bank is not open todae....=.=''
get le oso no use.....sian 1/2.....

suppose to extend 1 hour to 7...
but i cant...cos laogong alr bought the cake n was waiting for mi....
plus todae my bdae i oso dunwan extend....
send schedule sae cannot work oso no use....
end up still got to work....sian....
den back home cut cake den ko slp!!!!
hahas.....too tired liao.....

a very big thank u to those ppl who rmb my bdae....
ppl from scarlet city i nid to thx...
ZUL, SYED, FAZ, YONG SHENG
my frens....
SIN YEE, EDMUND, SHIRLEY MEI, WAYNE, JIMMY KOR, SHULI, YI QI, JUN RONG, JENNY
lastly, thx my laogong for accompanying mi for my 20th bdae.....muacks....

2009-01-20T23:49:00.003+08:00

a lot of things had happen during last week....
so i decided to change my url...
sry guys...to bother u all...

wellwell....few more daes to new yr...
not really looking forward to it....
dunno y....
but tis yr...will b spending my new yr wif my laogong....
going over his relatives hus....
tis is the 1st time he gonna bring his gf back....
hehex.....

den for mi??
i tink i gotta ask 1st liao...haiz....
hope is can....
so sian....nth to do....
rotting n rotting....
laogong....miss u....T.T
still got 2 hours....

hmmmm....i love the bear....
laogong get it for mi....
so sweet....
sry laogong....
sometime i noe i very unreasonable...
but i'm sry....

but...overall....
it's so sweet to haf u as my laogong....
i love u....muacks....
benjamin koh zheng ming is mine....

2009-01-14T17:28:00.002+08:00

all the pictures below are all bout us...our love bond in each other was growing deeper....>.<>
i finally got my christmas present from dar....the bear i holding...WAHAHAHHA........
well well...i hungry liao...go finish the epi of my show den go out le....

dardar....i love u 1314....muacks....huggies....(though u beside looking...still wan type...) =p

2009-01-11T23:50:00.003+08:00

hahas....blog rotting liao...so bo laiao...i oso dunno wat to blog...now den blog...LOL....
wellwell...new yr round the corner....but sad thing is tt....haven get pay...sianed....
how i wish sc will auto a bit la...hahas...but impossible...=.=

everything almost done buying...except inners...ooppsss....LOL......
not really looking forward to new yr...dunno y....zzzz.....after new yr is my bdae....
wondering....any1 will rmb my bdae??
dunno....
sian dunno wat to blog...back to my show...

dardar....i love u...muacks....huggies....

2009-01-01T18:38:00.003+08:00

WELCOME TO 2009!!!!
a new yr a new start...
hahas....
spend my countdown at workplace...
same as christmas again...

it's like so boring lea...
not very excited to a new yr...
hmmmm....
but spending the dae with everyone was fun...

too lazy to blog much....
HAPPY NEW YR PPL....
signing off....tired....

2008-12-27T01:37:00.005+08:00

wow...the pic below will be the pic taken few weeks ago...the dae i went down to family court...
we both look like panda...cos we oni slp for ard 1 hour plus...wahahahas....
planning not to slp cos scare cannot wake up...gotta wake up early....
but my mother scolded...so we slp for 1 hour plus...LOL...

below the pic is the 1st pic dar dar kiss mi on my cheek n we took the pic down...
feel so bless....>.<
muacks....

a lot of pictures i had taken was all so delayed...so i nv upload till now.... cos my usb finally working...hahas...all this pic below was our 'pufferfish' pictures... i sae it 'pufferfish' because we got a big argument n we cried a lot of times... but still....sry dar....it's all my fault tat we had tis quarrel...

1st picture taken after i trimmed my hair...i noe is ugly..
but dar keep saying very cute....really??
not use to my new hair bah...

our 1st christmas spent tgt....though is during work time....
but still happi tt we can spent it tgt....loves....

dar...i waiting for u to come....muacks....

2008-12-26T02:36:00.003+08:00

tis few daes so many thing had happen...
dunno wher to start..
n if really wanna sae out, it's realy a long story n complicated thing....
decided not to sae...
let's talk bout christmas eve~~~

tis yr de xmas eve i'm working n will be spending in scarlet city...
haha....wake up ard 2 plus to prepare wif dar...
den meet ys at inter den go up tgt...
hahas....haf to reach at 5pm for meeting...

the whole nite was so busy....
but it was kind of fun....
BUT i was damn suay la....
start work not long jiu cut myself...
haiz...let dar n someone worry....=(
i'm sry....
i noe i sae i will take care myself....
BUT accidentally de ma....
worst come to worst...
i strain my vein....

work work work....
when going to count down,
john gave us each person 1 spray....
hahas....
den guess wat....
ys n andrew both of them straight aim mi...
so bad la....
haha....all the staff holding the spray gone crazy....
wahahahahas.....
dar~~~~~
u r the 1st tat i wish merry christmas....
muackz....

overall....
it's a fun dae even i not tat keen towards tis yr de xmas...
dunno y....
hahas.....
dar!!!!
WHER'S MINE PRESENT?????
muackz....

2008-12-17T19:50:00.007+08:00

jus wanna care for u..n yet u sae in tis wae..
u alr sick for weeks n yet dunwan c doc..
ask u go c doc got so hard?
it hurts my heart to see u sick..
so i wan u see doc..ask u take mc..

end up wat?
end up kup my phone?
ppl see u so tired overwork le..
ask u take mc u dunwan..
den end up is tis wat i get?
care n concern for u change a word from u tt i yell at u?

i jus wanted to care for u..
but end up i tink i jus done wrg thing..
wat i sld do?

2008-12-16T21:14:00.001+08:00

sick sick sick~~ a lot of things had happen...duno wher to start...oso dun wanna sae le...back to tv show...

2008-12-03T04:07:00.002+08:00

guess wat??
hahas...dardar was jus beside mi...
n he was using my lappy to watch manga...
den was wondering how i blog rite?
i was using my brother's lappy...
hoho!!!

hmmm...i was sick tis few daes...>.<
thx dar for coming to take care mi...
he ownself oso sick...=(
den my mother wanted him to bring mi to the doc...
but i was too tired to wake up..
keep slping n slping!!!
hahas!!!

went to work as usual...
but not feeling too good...
tot i at floor but i at recept...
OMG!!!
den lots of probs...
haiz...dun bother to sae....

now i want to disturb dardar le...
hehes...
dar ah...
ur blog rotting....HOHO!!!
love u....muackz...

2008-11-30T16:12:00.001+08:00

hoho....jus woke up not long ago...
den make fun of my bro...LOL...
so happi tt now adaes dardar stay over...
den now he outside demolishing my desktop den i blogging...

dunno wat to blog...hahas...
mayb too long nv blog le...
hahas....

actually ytd was my off dae...
den i was slping den suddenly,
i was awake by a msg ard 8.45pm...
den Angela ask mi whether i can work..
i sae can...den assk wat time..
she sae 9pm...
i was like OMG...
so i rush der...

msged dardar...
but he no see phone...
den plan to gif him a surprise tt i working..
hoho...
it succeeded....
he was shock n happi to see mi der...

HAHA....
k...i go back to my bed liao...
tata...
dardar i love u...muackz...

ps: dardar kana 'fei li' by one auntie....WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....!!!!!

2008-11-24T03:19:00.004+08:00

hoho...pester dardar to come my hus stay after ytd de incident...
ytd when came home, supposingly b a happi dae but went........
den on the bed arguing wif dardar...
den i found sth on my bed...
BUT i dunno WTH is tt..
so i hack care n throw in on the my laptop table....

den when i wake up..
WOW... der's goes my neck!!!
i strained dao...
very long nv strain dao...
is it because of the thing that was found on my bed??
who's noe??
den when my mother was back,
i go kp her...
she dun even noe WTH is tt...
tot is dardar de...
but dardar nv wear anything except his beads...
ended up is my room mate de...

it make mi feels that someone had slept on my bed...
so dirty...
wat can i do??
so i pester dardar to stay...
though i noe he got medical check up,..
sry dar...=(

working time is a more n more boring time for mi...
now everyone timing kana cut n cut...
haiz...
like tt how to earn...
she like more biased n biased..
my point of view...
haiz...
any1 got job intro??
drop mi a msg or a tag...thx...

damn fuck up...
saw someone shouldn't saw...
den hurry call dardar up...
dardar came up...
but still talking to his 2 gal frens...
tot he nv saw e guy den i wave to dar's fren to tel him...
dunwan to sae bout his story le...
my past post got write...

now waitin for my dardar to cook for mi!!!
hahas...
i'm soooo bad...he wanted mi to cook for him...
BUT i make him to cook for mi instead...>.<

hahas...
well....
time for mi to go pei dardar le...
in the kitchen...
he wanting mi to pei him de...
hahas..muackz...

dar....
之爱你一个。。
永不变心。。
我非你不嫁。。。=p
love u...muackz...

2008-11-23T01:05:00.002+08:00

SATURDAY suppose to be a happy day for mi n u..BUT everything was ruined..you noe wat happen..i dun wanna sae le..everything was ruin, mood was ruin, damn fuck up wif everything..1 word to tell you..THX..

2008-11-21T16:47:00.006+08:00

hoho....1 of my dream came true...
n tat's is go swimming wif dardar...
actually the planning is tat we watch movie le den go swimming...
but we yet overslept...hahas...
ps: happy thing finally my dardar can upgrade to slp on my bed wif mi...LOL

den when we wake up, my mother came back she sae she wan go...
so we all went along to jurong...
LOL...
den travel all the wae der...
plae wif the slides..
dardar scare worx...HEEX...

den my siblings all bullied him...
heart pain...T.T
muackz dar..
such a happy dae tt both our dreams came true..
dar...i love u 1314...muackz...

after swimming, we planned to watch movie...
so we went home to put all our things...
den meet again...
watch Madagascar....LOL
den after tt we walked home....muackz...
sweet~~~

2008-11-19T15:50:00.004+08:00

fuck la...how many times a person haf to make mi angry den the person is satisfies...y now adaes the person that make mi angry is the person i love most?? you noe wat i dun like n yet u still can do it...kao...wat am i? my limit had alr reached...dun try pushing over my boundary...if that's so, u sld noe wat will happen...

1) TOTALLY QUIT SMOKING EVEN SOCIAL SMOKER OSO CANNOT IS IT THAT HARD?
2) DUN DRINK DURING WORK TIME IS IT THAT HARD AS WELL?
3) PUNCTUALITY?

as the 3 above is it so difficult to change? how much haf i changed for u? den u? did u do ur part? everytime i hear excuses n excuses..U NOE WAT IS TIRED? not to mention any more.. bye

2008-11-17T02:54:00.004+08:00

back to my blog after my happiest dae...
hahas...
this few daes i find i very xing fu...
hoho...

past few daes my dar was staying over at my hus...
hahas...
den once i woke up jiu can see him...
so blissful..
>.<

hmmm...dar...
do u feel blissful?
hahas...
i a bit toot...
though u behind mi...i nv ask out..
LOL...

awaiting for 4am for my breakfast...
hahas...
hungry....=(
dar came over to stay todae again...
but we alwaes want to haf breakfast but...
alwaes cant wake up..
so haf to cal delivery..

waiting for thurs to come...cos is our 2nd time off tgt...
planning to go swimming wif u...
my dream...LOL...

ok...time to go bath...love u...muackz...

2008-11-12T23:58:00.012+08:00

hoho.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sooo happi todae...guess wat??
finally i had waited for tis dae to come..
mi n my dar de 1st month anni!!!

supposingly he was to pick mi up at 8.30am in the morn...
BUT he fell aslp...LOL...
wierd thing is i cant angry wif him de....
dunno y...love him too much le...
accept his negative points..
BUT dun alwaes late la!!!
VERY TIRED DE LEA!!!

he reached ard 10 plus...den wow...
saw my dar 1st time wear till soooo shuai worx...
ps: i asked him to find his coat de...wahahahahax...
den i was like having a fashion show..
trying to match him...LOL...
tis is wat i decide to wear to suit him..=)
den went back to dar home to get his passport n police report..
cos he lost his i/c...=(
den took 133 to ICA building...
took pic wif dar in bus...hoho...waited for him to take his pic n write his statement...
waited n waited...
while waiting foe his turn we took pic again!! LOL
1 thing is we were hungry!!!
LOL...after tt went off to town to haf our 'blunchner'..
LOL...a new word tt i had learned..
den decide to haf seoul garden...hahas...
ate ok ok bah i tink...
but i so fulllll....=(after tt...went off to shopping...
hahas...den took neo print oso..
ard 5 plus duno wat to do went to plae pool...
wah...dar so pro lorx...
i lose to him every round...T.T
us~~is ur turn to post!!! haha!!! dun slp!!!pig!!!! muackz...happi 1st month anniversary..though is over le...love u....

2008-11-10T05:55:00.003+08:00

zzzz....jus got home...LOL...
dar came to fetch mi from work..
hahas...but horx...when during work time i can vomit blood ah..
msged him he nv reply, cal him nv pick up..wth la...
at recept i gonna bored to death..
den dun c ur phone...zzz...

todae customer all went off by 1.10am like tt...
early sia...den slacking slacking...
haf gals talk wif berr n sammie( dun mine mi calling u sammie =x)...
hahas...den waiting for time to past...
hungry hungry hungry...

dar came ard 1.50am i tink...
nv check time..
funny is...jus nice angie speaking bout him, he appeared...
HAHA....speaking of devil den devil is here...ooppsss...=p
den finally is 2am!! cos i'm hungry...!!!
den went off to eat wif dar den join others at the S-11

actually not drinking..
den i drank a bit..hahas...
i dun like tiger beer...i prefer heineken...
ps: tot of heineken, i finally noe y i got 3 btl of heineken at home!! LOL
went home ard 5am...
haf a small chat wif dar bout my past..
tis will b e last time le..

dar...wed is a impt dae for us...
waiting for tt dae to come...
hahas...
off to slp...
nites nites....muackz..
love u 1314...=)

2008-11-09T15:15:00.002+08:00

back to my blog again..hoho....
woots~~ thx to dar that wed we got our off!!!
yea!! den we can go n celebrate our 1st month..
woot woot..
thx dar...

wow...ytd suppose to work at floor...
but my fren work at dxo..
hence, i was kana extend from 9 to 7..
after the meeting, tot can go eat.
but morn recept sae she till 6...
den alamak no1 take over...sianed..
den i punch in at 6.29pm..
so i dun even noe i work wat time...
ate ard 2pm in afternoon, till all the wae till 12 plus midnites den eat..
guess wat...wow...my recept cash ytd was 1905 plus...
1st time i had so many cash ever since i start to work recept..
LOL...

haiz..so sad...todae u off...i alone der...
plus cant msg much..ltr they nag again..
sobbies...like tt will miss u like crazy..
T.T

2008-11-06T22:26:00.002+08:00

hmmm..todae is my another off dae...
supposingly to standby...
but my mother wan go out...sian..
den faz asked mi to take over her..

how much i wanted to but.....
sobbs...den jiu bo bian...
rotting at home...
feeling so tired here n der...

yawns...waiting for my mother to come back..
den i got my food!! hoho...
die la...keep eating non stop sure turn fat again le..
i dunwan la...!!!

rotting n rotting...wat to do...
planned to upload pic to my lappy but my bluetooth spoil...
haiz...den cant upload...T.T

i wanted to get off on the 12/10 wif u...
but i tink most likely is cant..sobbs...
our life is like work n work n work...
no time for ourselves..
even we got is all before work..
haiz...

time to go back to my show..
byes~~~

2008-11-05T01:12:00.002+08:00

heex....todae went out wif my ex working frens they all...hahas...my manager going overseas to study and will b back in 3 yrs...hence, mi n my other 9 frens treated him to meritus mandrain to eat...hahas...find it worth it...cos after all he look after mi damn well when i'm working der...must take good care...stay in contact using emails...hahas...
b4 meeting my manager, met up wif my customer Calvin...hahas...tot he cant recognize mi cos he was almost drunk on sun...LOL...but he can...thx yiting for accompanying mi to meet him...hahas...my precious thing in my life...

2008-11-02T12:46:00.006+08:00

woot....31st of oct is Halloween nitex...den in my 19th yrs, tis will b my 1st time celebrating it...hoho...some more is during work time...hahas...worst thing is that all the staff got to dress up like ghost...lol...no costume to wear oso...zzzz...well well...it's quite a successful nite...all the staff got the credits...woot~~~ the most nicest ghost is IRENE our cashier...wow..she really wear until scary n really look nice...the next i like is PEI SHI hair...her hair stylish wor...nice..like opening her own concert de style...woot~~below will b some of the pic to let everyone c...=)

tis is mi...hoho...1 of the customer son...mi n berr....mi n sam...chili penguin n blur tomato...=x

all this make up n dresses must all thx to our singer ah boy and hao hao...they designed us...hahas....

2008-10-30T15:02:00.001+08:00

y is it so many ppl making mi angry tis few daes? some ppl make their promises le yet nv keep? some ppl sae le oso wun listen? some ppl explain le they dun understand? wat's e point talking to them? i was like talking to the wall..haiz..supposingly got thing to gif u but u make mi angry..sua le...

2008-10-28T13:40:00.002+08:00

recently i'm really very tired to be a human being..trying to please a lot ppl but hard..y is tt so?? working in scarlet now is oso a suffering to mi..how long i must take all this unhappy thing? am i those type tt i was borned to be bullied and to suffer in every where i go? i got injured again..crap..y so many ppl fell at the same place i fell they r fine? n mi? i sprain my ankle..

ytd suppose to be a fine dae..but after work wat had happen?? so fucking painful in the heart and on injuries..wat am i? past is the past le..i dun wish to mention any more..y ppl wanna dig it out to let mi feel hurt n hurt over again? i'm not a strong gal as u c..i nid break oso..can i haf tt? I CANT..i still got my family to hang on..hu will b der? wat i suppose to do? i dunno..

2008-10-26T20:01:00.000+08:00

here by declare lollipopx3 and lollipopx33 are over..

2008-10-23T14:40:00.001+08:00

1 word to sae .... TIRED....

2008-10-08T21:39:00.001+08:00

todae went down to court wif mama...is like wasting of time la...tat bastard nv even show up....idiot...den when waiting for her turn i was bored till nth to do decide to take some pic...wahahahahaha....den finally it's our turn ard 4 plus to 5 liao...wah...waited 2 hour plus sia....den tat bastard gonna receive a warning letter le...hoho....either he surrender or he will be jailed...wahahahaha....let him die...he deserve it...

dun ever msg mi tml..i hate u...referring to lollipopx33

2008-10-07T12:49:00.001+08:00

my precious thing from my xin gan...love him soooo much....misses u sooo much too...muackz...
lollipopx3

2008-10-06T20:41:00.002+08:00

2nd version of bandage...hahas....todae went back for appointment...suppoingly is on wed de...but after ytd working time is super super pain den i decide to let andrew work and i go for appointment...hahas...den tis is the 2nd version of my injured leg...well well...vein was swollen up...lucky i went to see doc todae....resting time...

2008-10-04T19:32:00.005+08:00

Saturday
Todae is our 4th month..a lot of things had happen btw us..haiz...quarrel and quarrel and quarrel...haiz...let's dun sae bout it ok my xin gan?? went to see doc for my injured leg..den after tat went for a small celebration...we catched a movie house bunny...it was kind of a nice show...hahas...den the bear below is my pressie...=)) so sweet rite??? it's a side view of the photo...

The next photo posted up will be the front view...my xingan baobei laogong..i'm sorry for the everything i had done and the words i said to hurt u..that will be the last time le..i promised..muackzz...i love u...u haf my promise..u can promise mi too rite??

Friday
wow...finally back to my blog...hahas...well...sad thing happen to mi...haiz....injured myself during working time...OMG la...the story goes ~~~ i supposingly to work at ktv de todae....den i jus nice enter the lounge, customer wanna order thing so i took order from them...den after the food they wanted was done, i sent it out to them...den mayb it's cause near the entry no1 really go care the table der so ppl spill the drink no1 noe oso..ended up i split den ta da my ankle...is super pain till i cried!!! OMG la...but 1 thing thx to the customer that hop mi if not i really on the floor le...zzzz...sian...zzzz...den john my supervisor sae let mi rest on the next dae so i no nid go to work...hahas....well well tis is how i injured myself...

2008-10-02T20:45:00.001+08:00

after start working 7 daes, todae finally my off dae...soooo tired...yawns....todae met up wif my xingan...den teached him study...den i sae some words which bu xiao xin de hurt dao him...he dunno how den will forgive mi...=( xingan forgive mi can?? i'm really sry ma..=(

2008-09-28T12:50:00.002+08:00

my little monkey...

2008-09-27T12:01:00.002+08:00

woot woot~~~ off from blog sooo many daes le...zzzzz....cos i've started to work!!! hahas....well well...currently i'm woring at scarlet city which is located at amk hub...i got the job all thx to ben...he helped mi to get through...thx unclebenz...hahas...thursdae is the 1st dae i start work which is oso a super busy dae...cos der's an artist coming and is full hus for the nitex..learned a lot of things by myself...den finally i noe some of the thing le den on my 2nd dae of work which is ytd, i was supposingly at the floor but over staff den i went over to help wif the ktv..woot woot...learned new things again...but kind of blur with the package...hahas...well well...things haf to take it slowly...

i misses u sooo much...love u lots...lollipopx3 <3>

2008-09-23T18:17:00.002+08:00

todae went to took my health report...everything was normal..so happy...den upon my job hunting...i found 1 job at AMK Hub the alkene shop i think forgot how to spell...went to gif the auntie my name..den she sae haf to wait 2 to 3 daes for the office to call...hopefully can get the job...pray hard...den i oso had ask den whether the scalet city nid any waitress...so i can work oso..hahas...hmmm...thx winnie...i'll see when i on9 den i'll ask u...thx everyone being der for mi especially my baobei and my mr chubby and wei jie...wahahahahas....misses u so much...loves u...<33

2008-09-21T22:46:00.002+08:00

1 word in my mind STRESS!!! everything was coming to me at the wrg time..hu will be der for mi when i nid? is it u or u or u?? i dunno..living in kong qu..y will i haf tt feeling?? someone important to mi leaving mi soon or cos of almost everydae get threaten by that bastard or e stress everything on mi?? i dunno...breaking down soon..haiz...

2008-09-20T21:50:00.001+08:00

thx for everyone that pm mi and talk to mi...thx for all ur encouragement..i will be strong n continue wif my life though everything alr fated to be tis wae...but my life haf to go on n on...i cant afford to break down everything will gone down the drain...so i must jyjy...guys out der...if got any lobang for work pls tel mi...tag mi in blog if i not on9..those hu haf my no msg mi...thx...

IMPORTANT NOTICE***** WHOEVER GOT ANY LOBANG FOR LAWYER PLS TEL MI!!! URGENT MATTER!!! THX FOR HELPING...

2008-09-19T11:01:00.003+08:00

After so many daes of consideration and observed from my family problems, i've decided to drop out from school and work to support up the family. It's a big sacrifice for mi, but i cant bare to see my mother holding this family up until she was soooo exhausted and dun even bare to tel me..plus that she had just received a divorce letter from that bastard(my dad, which i dun regard as 1). Before the letter came, she was alr stress and soo worry bout the 3 of us..how we survive without money, whether we eat enough or not and more..now the letter came, she got one more thing to stress on..she doesn't noe anything on divorce, and the next person she consult is me..but i dun even noe more than she..so as for plan now is that i sure acc her to attend the session and to find a job at a same time..

2008-09-16T21:15:00.000+08:00

it hurts..it really hurts..

2008-09-14T10:48:00.002+08:00

Thursday
Wah....i do not noe wat wrg food i ate on wed sia...went toilet damn a lot of times den cant tahan went to c doc den end up is food poisoning!! den was hospitalized to wash my stomach....zzzz...feeling so weak....sian lorx....wat did i eat sia....really dunno...-.-''

Friday
I haven got back my strength and still feeling so weak...didn't eat much ever since back from hospital...suppose to go sch but i overslp...!!!hahas....den rotting and resting at home for the whole dae...

Saturday
Hmmmm todae got work....finally i feel better and can jump ard...hahas...den went to work...i dunno tat bastard is working...if i ever noe u r working i rather dun work!!! pls la dun come msg sae y i cant get awae from ur life or watever shit la...if i noe u working i definitely wun work n as if i wan c u...i dun even wan to c u and dun so bhb tt i work is cos to c u...puke...OMG...no worries...i hate u for life n u r a worst guy i ever seen....so e useless and such a failure...(ppl wan to noe hu is tis guy pls msn mi when i on9)

2008-09-09T15:31:00.003+08:00

todae back to sch...hahas....den todae problem looks so easy lor...but horx...the faci so the wat lo..expectation so high...buy ryan sae okok ma..but dun tink so lea....zzzz....feeling so slpy now...wanna slp...yawns...but cannot...haiz...wanna go home early oso cannot...cos got meeting ltr...pls pls pls end fast enough...zzz...

when i,'m sick i still go out wif u worx....but horx will u do the same thing as mi how i treat u?? i dunno..haiz...back to listen to class...

2008-09-08T20:26:00.003+08:00

suppose to go sch todae...but after sch i will kana force to go town wif someone den i negotiate wif my mother sae i dunwan go cos i dunwan go...ended up get myself into trouble...but at least it's a good thing bah?? at least i dun nid go till town soooo far and will b sooo tired de...hmmmm den in the afternoon is a record breaking dae for mi..!!! wahahahaha....5 times in ard 2 1/2 hr....hahas....hmmmm....well well....hopefully my family problem will solve asap as well cos of tis prob it oso bring mi to trouble...haiz...can go bang the wall...zzzz...anyw...time for mi to rest and pack bag le...oyasumi...

2008-09-05T16:27:00.002+08:00

after so many daes of suffering, my body de virus finally took action and make mi real sick...past few daes, i was running sore throat and flu...but todae woke up and den i running fever le...woot...after so many daes of suffering, now really break down and be sick...went to polyclinic to c doc...it's like wow so many ppl la...now sec havin holiday polyclinic still so many ppl...wow...hahas...den waited and waited...finally my turn...yea...cos i was so xin ku...den after tat went home and eat med and time for mi to ko and rest on my bed...

2008-09-04T11:56:00.002+08:00

woot...todae sch reopen...soooo not use to it sia...waking up soooo early...yawns....same team as jeremy todae....wahahaha...but he's so quiet...sian....web multimedia todae den the problem statement so sian...making mi wanna slp liao....zzz.....rrraaaarrrwwww.....boring...yawns...go slp le...bye~~~ misses u soooo much....

2008-09-03T00:39:00.001+08:00

ytd suppose is a wonderful and happy and memorable dae..but everything was ruin by u!!! thx for everything!!! make a wonderful dae into a worst and heart breaking dae...everything was jus a dream...time for mi to slp..oyasumi..

2008-09-01T20:00:00.002+08:00

counting down to sch reopen...2 more daes...zzzz...hope the holi is longer a bit cos haven really enjoy...work work work...haven even relax a bit jiu going sch reopen le...sad sia...hmmm....tis few daes slp a lot cos very tired~~~zzzzzzzzz.....haiz...hmmmm....baobei wed sch reopen worx den i thurs sch reopen...T.T baobei thurs must come find mi worx..misses u soooo much....MUMMY I'M HUNGRY!!!COOK FOR MI!!!!!T.T

2008-08-29T19:26:00.003+08:00

i'm so tired todae...after doing sooooooooo many hus work todae i now declare i'm dead!!! damn freaking tired sia...grrr~~~~~ todae so lonely~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ dunn0 wat to do~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ emo is the best............emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo~~~~~~~

2008-08-27T19:23:00.002+08:00

having mixed feelings all over in me..wat's wrg wif mi? i dunno..any1 noe?? dun tink so bah..hmmm...i dunno wat to sae or write..all i noe everything will end in 4 daes time...will i be happy den?? will i really be hu i am by den?? will i let go everything tat is inside my heart?? wat will i be in 4 daes time?? a brand new me or still the same mi?? any1 can tel mi?? will i be happy wif my life den??y everything i must be the 1 bearing all the stress and yet u can at der keep pushing n pushing n pushing...wanna push mi till i go crazy den u happy?? der r a lot of things u dunno n now i'm doing it for u...WTH la..y i sld do tt? GRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-26T23:05:00.003+08:00

hoho...back to blogging le...hahas..well..a lot of things happen n i've decided to rest for tis whole week...not to work tat much...tired le...lazy to sae so much oso...hahas...oyasumi~~

2008-08-20T18:39:00.002+08:00

this 2 daes ar ~~ i'm sick sia...running high fever thx to get drench in the rain on mondae when working...tis time sick until super jia lat..all my joints pain like hell and having flu!~~ my whole body like jelly~~no strength to do anything...blog oso finger shivering...haiz...sick till jia lat jia lat...haiz....back to my bed le..bye...