i'm so tired todae...after doing sooooooooo many hus work todae i now declare i'm dead!!! damn freaking tired sia...grrr~~~~~ todae so lonely~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ dunn0 wat to do~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ emo is the best............emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo~~~~~~~

having mixed feelings all over in me..wat's wrg wif mi? i dunno..any1 noe?? dun tink so bah..hmmm...i dunno wat to sae or write..all i noe everything will end in 4 daes time...will i be happy den?? will i really be hu i am by den?? will i let go everything tat is inside my heart?? wat will i be in 4 daes time?? a brand new me or still the same mi?? any1 can tel mi?? will i be happy wif my life den??y everything i must be the 1 bearing all the stress and yet u can at der keep pushing n pushing n pushing...wanna push mi till i go crazy den u happy?? der r a lot of things u dunno n now i'm doing it for u...WTH la..y i sld do tt? GRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hoho...back to blogging le...hahas..well..a lot of things happen n i've decided to rest for tis whole week...not to work tat much...tired le...lazy to sae so much oso...hahas...oyasumi~~

this 2 daes ar ~~ i'm sick sia...running high fever thx to get drench in the rain on mondae when working...tis time sick until super jia lat..all my joints pain like hell and having flu!~~ my whole body like jelly~~no strength to do anything...blog oso finger shivering...haiz...sick till jia lat jia lat...haiz....back to my bed le..bye...

haix...todae working partner wif him...it was like hell though i didn't nid to do much...but was like -.-'' todae faced the working ppl was like at there so ps la...macham everyone saying mi n him..which is like hell in mi...OMG!!! i do not when tis will stop going on..but i going to break down soon...cant take it so much le...T.T i can't quit the job cos of my family issues...and i cant commit in a real job as well...den the oni thing i can do id HE can stop all his bullshit ard mi and get lost in my life...i'm really suffering like hell...hu can help?!!?!!!! haiz....

him referring to the guy that saying mi is his stead...

so many things happen in my life..why must it be me to suffer everything??!!?? can u stop going ard to spread or tell other ppl that i'm ur stead which i'm not ur stead at all!!?? is super annoying...told u billions n billions of times that i am not y u still regard mi as ur stead? now u tel mi that the whole of PS noe tt we both r tgt..BUT the fact is that we r not tgt at all...y the hell PS ppl sae all those???!!! fuck la...dun wish to work at PS any more...and i dunno wat to do to handle wif u...i'm tired to ask u stop..do watever u wan jus u dun come touch mi...touch mi u r dead...

been so stressful wif this bloody guy till i fall sick...wth lah...i'm tired...haiz...time to prepare to work....

now adaes not so active in blog..cos being working almost everydae...so tireed...yawnz...well...a lot of things happen tis few daes...haiz...quarrel n quarrel between two imprtant ppl in my life...haix....i dunno wher to start n shall not sae in here...too complicated and stress to mi...haiz...when facing the two of them, the oni thing i noe was i'm the middle person dunno wat to do...my heart was like stabbed by billions n billions of knifes uncountable...it hurts...alwaes suffering when they were ard...BUT even they were not ard, i still will suffer...haiz...y my life is sooooo the xin ku...ending my life is the best wae...BUT my baobei...i cant leave him...i dunwan to hurt him...n my family...haiz...so stressful...i'm in a lost...aiz...well...off to slp...oyasumi...

haiz....feeling so down..cos i pulled alvin in to work den he pulled his fren solo in too...but solo wanted to work so much tt he even bought a pure white shirt for it...but in the end my captain sae cannot...die die nid to wear the polo t...but!!!!!!!!!!!!!! his shoulder so kuang cant wear...haiz...den he cannot work cos of no polo t...haix....feel so guilty for him...he bought his black shoes and the white shirt!!! den end up he cant work..is like WTF la..ahhhh.....i'm really really sry solo....=( *sniff sniff* i go emo for few daes ~~ hopefully wun guily nor feel bad any more...T.T

bao bei laogong...plspls treasure mi!!! love u so much...muacks...

finally i'm back on my blog...=) after my uncle's funeral, being working to occupy myself and let times heal the injuries and get over his death..will be fine in 2 weeks time...hahas...myself tde limit...=) well well...so tiring...yawnz...dunno wat to blog liao..tata~~

love u bao bei laogong forever~~muackz...

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