laogong..i really super eager to see you tml..
i got a lot of things to tell u..especially bout mama...
i'm really very stress over it..

firstly, my back condition...
i really dunno wat to do wif it..
went swimming ytd..it fees better a bit..
but the pain came back todae..
really wish for a cure soon..
but who can acc mi go hos?
i really dunno...
my mother?
wait long long...
haiz...

secondly, regarding my mother...
do you noe tt u haf neglected mi a lot ever since u haf e uncle kelvin?
i'm ur daughter n yet u can neglect mi due to tt uncle..
ever since e uncle moved in to stay wif us,
haf u ever show ur concern to mi regarding my back?
now de u u oni tink for him but not mi..
COME ON LA..I'M UR DAUGTHER N WHO IS HE?
he did sae tt he wan to support e family..
but does he ever tot of mi?
he nv even take the iniative to show his care n concern to mi..
the oni thing he will ask mi is have i eaten?
is tt so?
if he really wan to b wif u,
he had to commuicate wif ur own daughter which is mi as well..
not oni my siblings...
do you noe tt u neglected mi till i feel tt i'm extra in the family?
i'm jus like a gal who rent a room frm u...
CAN U SPARE A TOT FOR MI? UR OWN DAUGHTER...
U NEGLECTED HER OVER A GUY WHICH U KNOWN NOT EVEN A MTH..
WHICH IS MORE IMPORTANT?
THE UNCLE OR UR OWN DAUGHTER HEALTH?

i really feel very depress...
but wat can i do??
laogong...i nid u...
i really nid u by my side...
i cant take it any more..

a lot of things to sae...but dunno wher to start...n i very lazy to blog...most important thing is tt i lost my job...the funniest part is i injured my back during work time n old injury reoccurs..den when to see doc n the doc gave mi 4 daes mc...den i told my supervisor bout it...den u noe wat?? they called back n sae that i dun nid to report to work le...cos too many dae mc...wtf?? !@#$%^&
den forget it...

haiz....now back prob getting worser...dunno wat to do...go hos see no money...financial prob so serious...haiz...dunwan blog le...byebye...

laogong i love u n miss u....

todae suppose to wake up at 7.30..
but was too tired to wake up...
end up...hai laogong...
laogong's mother was angry wif him cos he was suppose to reach at 9am de...
sry laogong...
den we go sao mu...

i find tt 4 daes passed really fast...
in a glance laogong gotta book in...
n i starting work tml...i will jiayou de....
laogong...i love u...muacks....

11th April 2009
was too tired n we slept for quite long...
woke up at 12 noon...
den teach my siblings their homework...

dunno go wher...
plan to go bank n go buy my skirt for work...
den ask my brother along...
cos he got nth to do..
den bought him out...

went to Scarlet to get my black shoe back...
den bring back uniform to wash before returning...
den go buy the necessary thing from ntuc...
den to just 2 you to buy my skirt which cost mi 32.90....
a hole inside my pocket..hahas...
den went to get a small dog....

the funniest part is tt laogong jealous over a present...
wahahahahaha....
my laogong sooo cute...
tat's y i love him...wahahahaha...
not oni love him by his cuteness la..
stil got others...secret...=x
took a nap after reached home....

den maggie for dinner...hahas....
save money...
den we played UNO wif siblings n neighbours..
den watch dark water from channel 5...
n we still taking photo at the same time..

10th April 2009
wee.....woke up ard 11...
den brush up n pack laptop inside back to travel to laogong hus...
wanna plae audi wif laogong...

reach laogong's hus still gotta wait...
cos laogong's little bro using...
but gotta wait for very very long...=(
den finally i can audi wif laogong le...
though audi for awhile cos lagg...
we stil manage to plae wif each other n tag hearts....
muacks....

it started to rain heavily...
den we were like oh no!!!
cos we wanna go out...
until is like no rain le den we go out...
on the wae to amk hub tt time it started to rain again..
ARGHHH...we nv bring umbrella...
we were wet..but laogong wetter...
cos i was wearing jacket n the beanbean...

went all the wae up to cathay to catch a show...
before tt we drop by Scarlet...
cos joanna very long time nv see laogong...
so...we go sae hi...hahas...
we watched the show taken recommend by joanna...
the show was nice......thx....^

den we go dine at NEW YORK NEW YORK...
it's our 1st time dinning der...
was so ex...but worth it..
cos we celebrating our 6th month anniversary...
cos sun dun haf the time....

den went shopping ard for a bottle...
den laogong saw tis bear n ask mi..
which one i prefer?? e brown or pink??
i sae the brown..cos it much more matching...
den laogong ask mi i wan or not...
the fact is i wan it la...cos it's cute...
but i wan laogong to save the money....
in the end laogong still bought it for mi..love u laogong....
muacks....



meet up wif shirley n we chit chat....
hahas...
den we both got the urge of winning laogong...
so we jio him go plae pool...
but in the end we both still lose him...
saded...
went home after tt...we all r tired...
haf a great dae wif laogong...
love u alwaes...

9th April 2009
meet up wif Jin Man to fetch out bfs tgt...
we meet at 6.45pm at dhoby ghuat...
den travel to eunos by train to change to bus no2....
such a long time didn't meet her...she did change a lot...
den for mi?? i become fat....=(

den board the bus at 7.30pm...
laogong booking out at 8pm...
is like OMG...gonna late liao...
but e lucky thing is they were delayed...
so we were able to make it on time...
hahas...

reached laogong's campsite...
wow...was so wu lu wu lu de...
2 gals waiting....
finally....they book out...didn't noe is them till i heard laogong calling jin man's bf name...
hahas...
wanna hug, hold laogong...but he can't...
haiz..

den went to bedok 85 to haf dinner wif laogong's frens n jin man...
but i didnt eat cos at home got cook...
i ate a bit la...hahas...
den after tt cabbed back home....
=))))))

Ytd went for another 2 interviews...
1 located at amk hub the box showcase...
2 at giovanna located at bugis...
but till todae no news...
finding jobs so long n i start losing faith in myself...
feel like crying....haiz...

went wif shirley...
den on the wae to bugis we took photos...
hahas....
haiz....duno wat to blog as i got no mood....
feel so down cos cant fid jobs...
it's so hard to get into retail...
haiz...

laogong booking out tml...
sooo happi but sad...
haiz....
dunno use wat mood to enjoy...
wanna bang wall...
going to fetch him along wif jin man...
cos her bf in the same camp as my laogong...
laogong...i love u...muacks..

wee~~~
another week had passed..
laogong bok out again....
soooo happi..
actually not going to fetch him den he was disappointed...
BUT BUT..
i got go fetch him...
hahas....

den went walking ard wif laogong...
we catch the SHINJUKU INCIDENT...
hehes....
guess wat??
the beanie laogone wearing i bought it for him..
as his bdae pressie...=x
dunno wat to get for him....
so he want a cap so i get beanie..WAHAHAHA....
anyw i cal beanie bean bean....><

after tt went back to amk...
meet up wif shirley to plae pool...
after pool we plan to prawning....
but stil early as we gotta wait for ice...
den we went to plaeground to chat n to drink along...
drank heineken wif laogong...
after tt went to prawning..

at 1st was very disappointed...
cos a lot ppl....
den ice n laogong wan plae pool...
haiz...
den my prawning wish flew awae...
cried out loud...
end up cos laogong wanna go den i follow...

prawning was fun...
but scary...
cos the prawn will keep moving ard...
den some prawn was so heavy....
shirley went back 1st...
we prawn till 4.15am...
wow....tat's super late...
got scolding by my mother....
in total we had 48 prawns....=)

laogong...
i dunno whether we still got any chance to enjoy tis wae...
but i hope we did enjoyed den...
looking for another job...as tt job offer was too not worth it...
den laogong might book out tis thurs...
but laogong dun get wat i mean...
haiz...no choice...
i really really wan laogong to spend more time since he gonna book ut early...
but it seems like impossible le bah...

signing off.....byebye....

laogong....i finally found a job...
located at amk hub basement 1...
selling hair accessories....Five Elements...
after finding so long, i kind of give up...
but i finally recieve a call...
though the pay the everything not so good,
i will take it as a experience....
i noe my laogong will support mi...
rite rite??

another week had past...
waiting for laogong to book out...
another few hours i'm able to see u...
so delighted....
every time our time tgt passed so fast...
jus a glance, u gotta book in...
tat time is so short...
n i cant bear to let u go...
but got no choice....

laogong...wanna let u noe tt no matter wat..
i will be here waiting for u...
even is 2 yrs or 5 yrs...
i will b waiting for u forever...
muacks....love u...

[x] siling
[x] 20
[x] 01021989
[x] attached on 121008

[x] fully recovery of my back injury
[x] celebrate my 21st bdae wif my hubby
[x] get marry wif my hubby
[x] back to studies

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