bbenbenn is mine 4ever

Sunday, September 28, 2008;12:50 PM Y

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my little monkey...

Saturday, September 27, 2008;12:01 PM Y

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woot woot~~~ off from blog sooo many daes le...zzzzz....cos i've started to work!!! hahas....well well...currently i'm woring at scarlet city which is located at amk hub...i got the job all thx to ben...he helped mi to get through...thx unclebenz...hahas...thursdae is the 1st dae i start work which is oso a super busy dae...cos der's an artist coming and is full hus for the nitex..learned a lot of things by myself...den finally i noe some of the thing le den on my 2nd dae of work which is ytd, i was supposingly at the floor but over staff den i went over to help wif the ktv..woot woot...learned new things again...but kind of blur with the package...hahas...well well...things haf to take it slowly...

i misses u sooo much...love u lots...lollipopx3 <3>

Tuesday, September 23, 2008;6:17 PM Y

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todae went to took my health report...everything was normal..so happy...den upon my job hunting...i found 1 job at AMK Hub the alkene shop i think forgot how to spell...went to gif the auntie my name..den she sae haf to wait 2 to 3 daes for the office to call...hopefully can get the job...pray hard...den i oso had ask den whether the scalet city nid any waitress...so i can work oso..hahas...hmmm...thx winnie...i'll see when i on9 den i'll ask u...thx everyone being der for mi especially my baobei and my mr chubby and wei jie...wahahahahas....misses u so much...loves u...<33

Sunday, September 21, 2008;10:46 PM Y

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1 word in my mind STRESS!!! everything was coming to me at the wrg time..hu will be der for mi when i nid? is it u or u or u?? i dunno..living in kong qu..y will i haf tt feeling?? someone important to mi leaving mi soon or cos of almost everydae get threaten by that bastard or e stress everything on mi?? i dunno...breaking down soon..haiz...

Saturday, September 20, 2008;9:50 PM Y

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thx for everyone that pm mi and talk to mi...thx for all ur encouragement..i will be strong n continue wif my life though everything alr fated to be tis wae...but my life haf to go on n on...i cant afford to break down everything will gone down the drain...so i must jyjy...guys out der...if got any lobang for work pls tel mi...tag mi in blog if i not on9..those hu haf my no msg mi...thx...

IMPORTANT NOTICE***** WHOEVER GOT ANY LOBANG FOR LAWYER PLS TEL MI!!! URGENT MATTER!!! THX FOR HELPING...

Friday, September 19, 2008;11:01 AM Y

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After so many daes of consideration and observed from my family problems, i've decided to drop out from school and work to support up the family. It's a big sacrifice for mi, but i cant bare to see my mother holding this family up until she was soooo exhausted and dun even bare to tel me..plus that she had just received a divorce letter from that bastard(my dad, which i dun regard as 1). Before the letter came, she was alr stress and soo worry bout the 3 of us..how we survive without money, whether we eat enough or not and more..now the letter came, she got one more thing to stress on..she doesn't noe anything on divorce, and the next person she consult is me..but i dun even noe more than she..so as for plan now is that i sure acc her to attend the session and to find a job at a same time..

Tuesday, September 16, 2008;9:15 PM Y

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it hurts..it really hurts..

Sunday, September 14, 2008;10:48 AM Y

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Thursday
Wah....i do not noe wat wrg food i ate on wed sia...went toilet damn a lot of times den cant tahan went to c doc den end up is food poisoning!! den was hospitalized to wash my stomach....zzzz...feeling so weak....sian lorx....wat did i eat sia....really dunno...-.-''

Friday
I haven got back my strength and still feeling so weak...didn't eat much ever since back from hospital...suppose to go sch but i overslp...!!!hahas....den rotting and resting at home for the whole dae...

Saturday
Hmmmm todae got work....finally i feel better and can jump ard...hahas...den went to work...i dunno tat bastard is working...if i ever noe u r working i rather dun work!!! pls la dun come msg sae y i cant get awae from ur life or watever shit la...if i noe u working i definitely wun work n as if i wan c u...i dun even wan to c u and dun so bhb tt i work is cos to c u...puke...OMG...no worries...i hate u for life n u r a worst guy i ever seen....so e useless and such a failure...(ppl wan to noe hu is tis guy pls msn mi when i on9)

Tuesday, September 9, 2008;3:31 PM Y

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todae back to sch...hahas....den todae problem looks so easy lor...but horx...the faci so the wat lo..expectation so high...buy ryan sae okok ma..but dun tink so lea....zzzz....feeling so slpy now...wanna slp...yawns...but cannot...haiz...wanna go home early oso cannot...cos got meeting ltr...pls pls pls end fast enough...zzz...

when i,'m sick i still go out wif u worx....but horx will u do the same thing as mi how i treat u?? i dunno..haiz...back to listen to class...

Monday, September 8, 2008;8:26 PM Y

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suppose to go sch todae...but after sch i will kana force to go town wif someone den i negotiate wif my mother sae i dunwan go cos i dunwan go...ended up get myself into trouble...but at least it's a good thing bah?? at least i dun nid go till town soooo far and will b sooo tired de...hmmmm den in the afternoon is a record breaking dae for mi..!!! wahahahaha....5 times in ard 2 1/2 hr....hahas....hmmmm....well well....hopefully my family problem will solve asap as well cos of tis prob it oso bring mi to trouble...haiz...can go bang the wall...zzzz...anyw...time for mi to rest and pack bag le...oyasumi...

Friday, September 5, 2008;4:27 PM Y

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after so many daes of suffering, my body de virus finally took action and make mi real sick...past few daes, i was running sore throat and flu...but todae woke up and den i running fever le...woot...after so many daes of suffering, now really break down and be sick...went to polyclinic to c doc...it's like wow so many ppl la...now sec havin holiday polyclinic still so many ppl...wow...hahas...den waited and waited...finally my turn...yea...cos i was so xin ku...den after tat went home and eat med and time for mi to ko and rest on my bed...

Thursday, September 4, 2008;11:56 AM Y

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woot...todae sch reopen...soooo not use to it sia...waking up soooo early...yawns....same team as jeremy todae....wahahaha...but he's so quiet...sian....web multimedia todae den the problem statement so sian...making mi wanna slp liao....zzz.....rrraaaarrrwwww.....boring...yawns...go slp le...bye~~~ misses u soooo much....

Wednesday, September 3, 2008;12:39 AM Y

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ytd suppose is a wonderful and happy and memorable dae..but everything was ruin by u!!! thx for everything!!! make a wonderful dae into a worst and heart breaking dae...everything was jus a dream...time for mi to slp..oyasumi..

Monday, September 1, 2008;8:00 PM Y

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counting down to sch reopen...2 more daes...zzzz...hope the holi is longer a bit cos haven really enjoy...work work work...haven even relax a bit jiu going sch reopen le...sad sia...hmmm....tis few daes slp a lot cos very tired~~~zzzzzzzzz.....haiz...hmmmm....baobei wed sch reopen worx den i thurs sch reopen...T.T baobei thurs must come find mi worx..misses u soooo much....MUMMY I'M HUNGRY!!!COOK FOR MI!!!!!T.T