Monday, June 1, 2009;9:36 PM Y
such a long time i did not blog...
a lot of things had happened tis few daes..
i dunno start from wher n wat to write bout..
but mostly is over my family...
it goes...
on saturdae...
u r e one hu told mi tt u r not going out..
n yet when i'm outside u called ask mi go home..
cos u wanna go out...
wtf??
u ownself told mi tt u not going out..
den chase mi back cos u wan go ktv?
is it fair for mi??
i'm jus a 20 yr old gal hu wanna enjoy...
y am i suffering all tis ting ever since i'm 16?
does u noe how pain is my back?
u oni noe how to nag mi to go work..
is not i dunwan go work..
is jus tt e pain is unbearable...
i oso wish to go work..
u noe stay at home is damn boring..
but e problem lies on my back...
the pain is unconsistant...
in ur heart now oni noe how to care for e uncle..
den mi lea??
i'm jus a outsider to u la...
u dun even show ur concern bout my back to mi..
u at der nag...
sae i oni noe how to sae pain la..
watever la...
come on la..
u think i wan it??
haiz...
i really in a lost..
many times my brain is so empty..
how i wish i haf my own family wif my hubby...
haiz...
laogong gonna book out late tis sat..
cos of his rehersal...
wellwell...
i'll stop here...
nites...